Book Review: Hand In Hand With God: Witnessing on the Way (By: Flora L. Williams)

410vyEVkMCL._SX331_BO1,204,203,200_When Flora Williams suddenly found herself trapped in a Mexican tour bus, her sunny vacation plans turned to shock and horror within mere minutes.  What started out as a terrific getaway, soon resulted in months of hospital stays, doctor’s appointments, and a life-changing disability,  Flora, an independent and active woman involved in church ministry, professorship, and music, soon found herself having to adapt to her many hobbies and interests using only one arm.

Flora’s story is a testimony of God’s love and faithfulness even in the midst of trial and tragedy.  Despite some initial depression and questioning, Flora’s ability to see the bigger picture and maintain a strong faith in God is a great witness to many who find themselves in similar circumstances.

One of the highlights of Flora’s book for me from a purely disability theology angle is her chapter entitled “Journey Through the Land of People.”  In this section, Flora describes two different common response to her injury: paradox and paradise.  In the paradox stage, Flora discovers that people often choose to respond to someone “differently-abled” (to use her preferred terminology) with shock, pity, curiosity and uncertainty.  She also mentions that in this phase people consider her “super-human” or rush in to provide “service.”  Conversely, in paradise people act out of humility, love, and service.  Flora writes, “Along the way, I met people with a kindred spirit, accepting me as a whole person, simply, honestly, connect without judging, accepting me as I was.  They were seeing my internal spirit not my external loss.”  Although I have severed as a disability advocate for the past four years, Flora’s explanation is helpful in providing us with the invaluable perspective of someone differently abled.  This is a chapter I will refer to again and again in my own work in the field and would encourage other advocates to also become aware of.

Flora’s book is genuine and sincere.  It does not sugar-coat the harsh realities and difficulties facing people with disabilities (both from breaking away from societal norms and prejudices as well as the increased complications of more practical tasks).  However, it also provides hope and support for those with physical disabilities by encouraging us to learn new methods of adaptation.

Although Flora’s book is a wonderful personal story and a great witness to her faith in God, my only caution would be surrounding some of the more graphic details she shares about in her writing.  Flora describes in great detail the accident and accompanying medical appointments.  This is helpful in aiding her story by providing a greater context of her reality and helping us enter in to her struggles.  Nevertheless, for someone with a more sensitive disposition, the details can become quite unsettling and uncomfortable.  Therefore, this book should be read with caution and shared only with those who are willing to hear the truth for what it is.

I highly recommend Flora’s book both for individuals with disabilities as well as caregivers, friends, family members, and community activists.  It is a book I believe belongs in every church library and wherever the message of disability inclusion seeks to be shared widely.  Thank you, Flora, for allowing me to enter into your story and your life.

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How to (Re)Start Doing Devotions I’ve been in conversation recently with a number of people who struggle with reading their Bibles or having daily devotionals/quiet times with God. I can certainly relate as it is something I struggled with for many years myself and on Sunday I shared with my small group that even though I don’t struggle with doing the actual devotions anymore because it’s become an ingrained habit, I still struggle at times to really apply what I am reading to my own life. Basically I’m saying there is a difference between READING the Bible and really meditating on it and marinating on it. I do the first quite well, the second is where I need improvement. If you are struggling with taking that extra time to reflect or if you don’t even know where to begin, here are a few quick ideas that I hope will help:

* Find a Bible that you like. I know this sounds cheesy, but I really think it’s important to find a version that you like. When I was a kid, I struggled with reading the Bible because I was trying to understand the King James. Now that I’m older, I love reading the Message and will reference it with the NIV, ESV, or NASB when I need to do more in-depth study on a passage.
* Find a place that you like. It doesn’t have to be special, but minimize as many distractions as possible. Although I read The Message from my phone, I do realize it’s a great distraction. It’s probably better to silence your phone and read an actual Bible so that you don’t venture onto Facebook or Instagram. Also, if you have young children, find a time when your house is relatively quiet. Other favourite places may include coffee shops or parks.
* Start with a small book. I’m an Old Testament scholar, but I will admit that the New Testament is far easier to read. If you haven’t read the Bible pick a small book like Mark or one of the Epistles. This will give you a sense of accomplishment because you’re far more likely to finish it in a week than if you tried Leviticus or 1 Chronicles (trust me, I’m reading the latter right now!)
* Be consistent. Growing up a lot of people tried to convince me that reading the Bible first thing in the morning is what Jesus would have wanted. That’s dumb. If you’re not a morning person, don’t read it in the morning, you won’t get anything from it. Consequently, don’t read it right before bed or you may find yourself the next morning with your head slumped over it.
* Don’t beat yourself up if you missed a day. Don’t try to read 10 chapters on a Saturday evening to make up for not reading all week. Be gracious with yourself. It’s not about legalism, but the Spirit behind the Law.
* Find an accountability partner. This works wonders. When I first tried to get back into reading the Bible (after years of having an inconsistent devotional life) I asked one of my friends if I could write to her weekly with a report. At first this was a necessary step and there were several weeks when I was tempted to skip, but because I didn’t want to disappoint her I went ahead. Now I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t need someone looking over my shoulder, but I still find it helpful to have people to discuss what I am learning with.
* Lastly, I realize that God gave me the incredible privilege of actually attending a Bible College. I know not many people have this opportunity, and therefore it might make certain passages confusing. What I would recommend is having some good study tools to use (many of which are online). I frequently will reference my Koine Greek or Hebrew Bible, but I also use commentaries, and study guides when needed. Don’t be ashamed if something makes absolutely no sense to you. Ask a pastor or strong Christian friend if they may have some resources they could lend to you or tell you about!

If you’d like to read more, check out this blog for some more hints and ideas:

Reflections on the Song of Solomon

download  Recently I started a Bible study on the Song of Solomon, romantic I know.  Actually, I have been trying to find a good study for a number of years, and I finally came across one a few weeks ago at a thrift shop, no less.  It’s called “What Every Girl Wants: A Portrait of Love and Intimacy in the Song of Solomon” By: Lisa Harper.

The Song of Songs is a brilliant collection of love poetry.  Its tone is evocative and rich with sexual imagery to the point where many scholars have questioned its rightful place in the Bible.  Some believe it degrades Holy Scripture, but I believe it’s what makes it beautiful.  This steamy romance novel, and the unfolding of the ideal love narrative, goes far beyond allegorical.  And while there is some semblance between its representation of Christ and His Bride, it also speaks to us at a far more human level about far more earthly and temporary concerns.

Nevertheless, I have to admit that there is one verse that keeps surfacing for me “do not awaken love until it is time.”  This phrase, repeated twice by Solomon’s bride, Shalumith, calls for consideration.

The first time we read this verse in the song is chapter 2 verse 7.  Dreamy Shalumith who is in the early stages of infatuation begs her companions “Daughters of Jerusalem [my deepest friends and most trusted confidants], I charge you [urge, make a strong request, beg] by the gazelles and by the does of the field: do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires.” Just a few verses later, in the throes of her passionate romance and when things are really heating up, she repeats the exact same request with the exact same wording (chapter 3 verse 5).

I think it’s a lovely concept and I have employed it on more than one occasion when I’ve felt men pressuring me a bit too much.  And I’m not just talking about outright sex here.  I’m talking about things like being official, calling each other “pet” names, or whispering sweet nothings into each other’s ears.

But what exactly does this mean and how might we apply it to our situation?

Love is Patient

When someone thinks they are in love (read: infatuated, not actually in love) they often seek to speed up the natural process of getting to know one another.  Women are just as guilty (if not more so) of this then men.  Either gender might have a tendency to push marriage or being in an official relationship, but it is dangerous to awaken the power of love before both parties are ready for such a commitment.

We’ve heard it countless times and from people of all ages and both genders.  “If you really loved me you’d ___” fill in the blank.  If you really loved me, you’d ask me to marry you right now.  If you really loved me, you’d get me a diamond.  If you really loved me, you’d do this or wouldn’t do that.  While it’s true that if love is genuine it needs to lead somewhere (preferably a long-term commitment in holy matrimony) the truth is, that love cannot be self-seeking.  We cannot use the love card in order to manipulate someone into doing something they really and truly don’t want to do.  We cannot force love and try as we might, we cannot convince someone who really hasn’t fallen for us that they actually want to.

I find it so interesting that even in Christian settings we are willing to cloak our own selfish wants and ambitions in the fine print of love.  This is so contrary to Scripture which outlines in 1 Corinthians 13 exactly what love entails and the characteristics of this deep intimacy.  In this list, the Apostle Paul’s very first qualification for love is that it’s PATIENT.  You’ve heard the old adage, true love waits, but being patient is far more than merely waiting for your wedding night to have sex.  In fact, being patient encompasses being willing to wait, period.  Being willing to wait as long as it takes to woo the person, taking into consideration any past experiences, and being willing to work with them through it.   St. Paul then goes on to say that love is not arrogant, is not self-seeking, and does not keep a record of wrong.  How much different than the “fake” love we often espouse in our culture – a love that cares mostly about itself, getting a prize, and playing “hard to get.”

How We Awaken Love Before It’s Time

One of the most common ways people of this generation awaken love before it’s time is by our incessant use of social media and online forums.  With so much access to pornography, steamy romance literature, chat sites, and glamour magazines, it is becoming increasingly harder to contend for purity in a sex-crazed world.  Nevertheless, as Christians, it is our duty to place a guard over our hearts so that we do not go too far too fast.

This is unfortunately one area that many Christians misunderstand.  Many Christians mistake naivety for purity believing that they need to completely repress any sexual feelings until marriage.  However, as Lisa Harper so wisely points out “there is a difference between prudishness and purity.”  God calls us to the latter and this is what pleases Him most.

It’s important to understand here that purity does not simply mean having limits like “no kissing before engagement”.  These can certainly be helpful markers and boundaries in a relationship, but real purity is based on your integrity with others.  Real purity affects our eyes, your speech, and the condition of your heart.  Real purity also avoids any appearance of evil – even if you know in your heart that you didn’t do anything “wrong,” it’s important how younger Christians might perceive you so as not to cause them to stumble either. I love this quote by Francis Schaeffer on the topic, “Our calling is not just to be the faithful bride, but also the bride-in-love.  A bride has not been faithful just because she has not slept with anyone else.”

You’ll also notice that in the Song, Shalumith recognizes her need to enlist others in her battle for purity.  Why?  I believe the reason is two-fold.  Firstly, Shalumith probably knew the old Hebrew proverb that “two is better than one because if one falls there is no one to help him up.”  When we are in a relationship, it’s easy to lose sight of our focus in the heat of the moment and because we don’t want to do something we will later regret, we need to enlist a mentor.  My former youth pastor said it well, when you’re dating you need “accountability with teeth.”  We cannot rely on ourselves to be strong enough when temptation comes, we need to know that there will be consequences for our actions or the disappointment of someone close to us whom we admire.

Although it’s easy to place all the pressure on single people to “not do it” I don’t think married people are exempt from this clause either – in fact, I think if anything, married couples have even more responsibility and thus require even more accountability.  I’m a huge advocate of having “marriage mentors” especially in the early stages of marriage.  You need someone who’s been married much longer than you, to look up to and meet.  You also need people to go to for support when you’ve been married for a long-time and your marriage suddenly seems void of action and the secretary starts looking mighty fine.

Secondly, I think in a very real way Shalumith was telling her friends “mind your own business.” Think about the context here.  In the ancient times, women got married very young – essentially once they hit puberty.  Marriage was vital for women in that time period because it’s how they would receive their financial security.  There was no “self-made woman” back there.  There was no “playing hard-to-get” because in a very real way, it was a necessity.  So, in my mind I picture these adolescent girls gossiping like middle schoolers.  “Did you see that dreamy look Solomon (AKA: hottie, AKA: Hunk, AKA: the tank) just gave Shalumith?  Did you see her flirting back?  I bet he’s the one.”  I can see them staking out behind the well with only their head sticking out from behind the iron fence just waiting to catch them holding hands.  And I can see Shalumith shaking her head and in an almost jovial way responding “girls, mind your own business, I’m sure the right guy will come along for you, too.”  Don’t awaken love.  Don’t make a bigger deal than what’s actually going on.  Don’t gossip to the town about what you think’s going to happen before he’s even met my dad and gotten his approval.

I think both cases are possibilities for why Shalumith doesn’t want this love to be awakened until she is sure and confident that this man really is about to sweep her off her feet.

But What If Love Was Awaken Before We Were Ready

The sad reality for many women is that this romantic, idealized love they so readily dream of seems elusive and beyond reach.  Sometimes because they were manipulated by a so-called lover to “give” before marriage out of fear or a threat to leave them.

And other times, something much worse happens.  The sadly no longer shocking statistics show that more and more women are subjected to sexual violence, abuse, and assault.  The unfortunate reality is that many women have had sexual experiences awakened before they were ready, and when it was the furthest thing they wanted.  Many of these women continue to feel the effects years later even when they have found the right man who truly understands and is willing to wait.

And this is one reason why I feel like the Song of Songs is so relevant and important within the lives of young Christian women today.  The Songs help us reclaim, restore, and renew the passionate romance that is rightfully ours.  In a world that has forgotten what real love is and replaced it with a thin, ghastly shadow of nothing but lust and objectification, the Songs harken us back to a fuller and more mature understanding of intimacy and the value of love.  To fully delight in the passionate romance between two people is exactly what God designed for us and is willing to offer.  Even though our world has mired and messed up this vision, God still calls out to us, wooing us to Himself and embracing us in His ever present love, grace, compassion, and kindness.

So Where Do We Go From Here?

Shalumith knew the secrets to a long-lasting, God ordained passionate romance, and we can, too.

True love is patient, it doesn’t manipulate the other partner by making “what if” statements.

True love doesn’t apply pressure, doesn’t rush the other person, and provides space and freedom.

True love understands and seeks to put the other person above one’s own needs and desires.

True love seeks to be pure, accountable, and honest with mentors and friends.

True love believes the best, and reclaims the original vision God granted to us:

A vision which knows not to awaken love before it is time.

When Media Turns Monstrous: Keeping Kids Safe Online and Off

download   I’ve never been much for television, and I say that honestly.  I’m not one to sit in front of the tube and watch mindless hours of comedy, I am not up on the latest shows, and I don’t stream a single season of anything.  I’ve never even watched Gilmore Girls or Once Upon a Time and I haven’t seen a CSI or Big Bang episode in over a year.  Due to my hyperactivity, I don’t take great joy in watching something I can’t interact with, although I have been known to hit the cinemas when a new movie really peaks my interest.

Nevertheless, now that I work in children’s ministry, there is a current trend that I have noticed and actually become a bit concerned about.  I’ve noticed a lot of parents are overly cautious about any movie they deem to be a bit “scary.”  And scary can range from an actual horror movie to the beast ranging out in Beauty and the Beast.  That’s not bad in and of itself, however, my concern is that while parents are being preoccupied with protection they are falling to address the bombardment that occurs daily in their kid’s life.  While parents try to control what their kids see, they don’t fully realize that children are being exposed to other potentially harmful material.

Taking a trip down memory lane, I remember my own childhood.  I used to watch all the classics: Beauty and the Beast, Pinocchio, and Snow White.  I was well versed in Cinderella, Pocahontas, and The Lady and the Tramp.  Virtually everyone I knew from these early days, grew up on the same diet of this “dreadfully scary stuff” and yet, now that we’re older, I don’t think it has adversely affected any of us.  In fact, I have yet to hear of a single person undergoing intensive counselling as a result of seeing a scary scene in Recess.

Have the movies truly become scarier or have parents simply become more resistant?  And why is it that old classics like Brother Bear and Spirited Away now have to be re-watched and kicked to the curb because of questionable content?  Is Ursula in The Little Mermaid truly causing nightmares or are the nightmares coming from a different source altogether?

Visual Overload

Let’s be honest.  Regardless of where you find yourself in this debate, we cannot ignore that what the eyes take in affects our mental stimulus.  And nowhere is this more powerful than in the movies.  Depending on how sensitive you or your child is, even a simple advertisement or preview can awaken feelings and cause disturbances.  And when it comes to a full-length movie, something that happened several scenes back can still be lingering in your child’s mind.

I know to some degree, the same can happen with books or live-presentations, however, there is something unique about the way movies and television sear images into our brains.  Part of the reason is the fast-pace it moves it.  Anyone with a basic understanding of film culture knows that a movie (or show) is made up of a sequence of short frames.  Generally speaking, these frames last mere seconds before moving on to the next set.  So while the plot line might take a while to develop, say 10 minutes, your child potentially could have already seen 50 or more frames.  For a young mind, this can be hard to compute and almost impossible to differentiate.  And that’s why it’s easy to stay stuck on what we see.

But this problem doesn’t just affect children, it also affects grown-ups.  This is the main reason why so many people struggle with pornography (and not just men, more and more women are admitting to the fact that they have also fallen prey to this snare).  Pornography works in the same way as what I just described.  It appeals to physical lust and confuses the mind by thinking it is viewing attraction when in reality, it is completely damaging one’s soul.  These images are then carefully lodged into one’s mind, seared into one’s conscience and become impossible to unravel.  And that’s why, whenever you meet someone who has struggled with this horrendous temptation, they will admit that even if they haven’t looked at porn in months or years, they can still re-call certain scenes in their mind if they concentrated hard enough.  This is so scary to think about because when you consider how much visual input our mind receives daily through social media, websites, movies, television, and other means, to still be able to recall a disturbing scene is nothing short of demonic.

Understanding a bit about the way the mind works in response to visual stimulation is important, but what I want to get at here is simply this: DO NOT OVERLOOK THE SERIOUSNESS OF THE MATTER.

What we process with our eyes greatly effects our entire being.  What we allow to penetrate our hearts then has the temptation of turning outward.  And that’s why someone who started looking at porn, not only can’t stop, but also finds themselves suddenly objectifying all women, losing all respect for their wife, and going down a slippery slope where they suddenly don’t care anymore.  And that’s why exposing children to improper materials which they aren’t able to process at their young age can greatly impact their mood, cause sleep disturbances, anxiety, depression, and anger issues.   I’m not saying this will always be the case, but it does put your child at risk, and anything that puts a child at risk must be avoided as much as possible.

So how can we better regulate what our children are watching and what goes into their eyes (and consequently their mind and heart)?  Here are a few suggestions:

#1: Do not allow personal handheld devices until a suitable age and even then use proper safeguarding websites and filters.

In an age where toddlers hold tablets, I know this will not come off as that popular, but it’s imperative that you know what your children are accessing.  Children are at the greatest risk of being manipulated, exploited, and taken advantage of, especially because kids born in GenZ (and to a large degree even people from my generation – the Millenials) grew up posting every single thing on Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram.  Many kids misunderstand the true meaning of the word “friend” and may share private information with someone who really doesn’t need to know.  Especially with the growing popularity of apps like SnapChat or even image texting, it can be difficult to control exactly what gets sent around and teens in the heart of the moment can send inappropriate pictures or comments they might later come to regret.

That’s why even though your kids are going to beg you for more freedom, you NEED to check on them often.  You NEED to limit their access to smartphones and other technology, and you NEED to demand to see their history especially if they are hiding anything from you.

When I was a kid, we only had one desktop in the house and it was in a public location so that my parents could walk by at any time and see what we kids were up to.  Nowadays, that’s no longer the norm, but it’s still important in principle.

Don’t get me wrong, technology has so many benefits and I think it’s wonderful to think about the things my kids will have access to that I never did before.  But it also comes at a cost.  We need to be vigilant in teaching our kids that cyberspace is a real place with real dangers.  Just like you need to teach a toddler to look both ways before crossing a street, you also need to gently ease your child into their use of technology and only allow more freedom once they have proven they know how to use it.

If you still don’t see the value in what I’m saying, hear this: the average boy stumbles upon pornography between the ages of 8-12.  I have male friends who have admitted these struggles to me, and they always say that for them, it didn’t start off with the hot chick, but rather with something as innocent as a car ad.  They were hooked on a certain car (what boy wouldn’t be) and that car just happened to come with a cute model.  Before they knew it, the car was becoming of less value to them, and their eyes were more and more fixated on the girl.  We like to think of our children as innocent and I deeply believe no elementary aged kid would stumble upon this filth on purpose, but we need to understand that it’s out there and take every precaution to protect them and to guard what is sacred, pure, and holy.

#2: Watch Movies with Your Kids

When I was a youngster, my dad used to come downstairs and watch movies and tv shows with my brother and I.  Young kids don’t mind this at all, in fact, most young children relish in having their parent’s attention.  You can make it a special bonding time to watch Treehouse or Frozen with your kid, maybe even hosting a Friday night pizza and movie evening or providing a special treat like popcorn, chips, or Freezies.

Watching movies and TV shows together is a wonderful family activity on a number of levels.  Firstly, it shows your children that you are invested in learning more about their interests and their favourite shows.  Secondly, it helps you keep your guard as you properly monitor what exactly is going through their eyes (and if you see questionable material, you are able to pull the plug right away).  Lastly, it provides a portal for dialogue.  Many children’s movies teach a moral or a lesson and you might be able to expand upon this further.  If there were any scenes that might have frightened your child, you’ll be able to explain them or at least understand if your child gets scared later in the night and comes crawling to your bed.  And in a worse-case scenario where you did have to pull the plug, you can explain why and help your child realize that certain scenes or images might actually compromise the Christian faith you are trying to instill in them.

Of course, your child will naturally gravitate to favourite shows or want to watch the same movie multiple times.  Once you’ve seen the show on a few occasions and are fairly confident that there is no questionable material, you should feel free to allow your child to keep watching at their leisure.  You don’t need to constantly be glued to The Wiggles.  Nevertheless, it might still be a good idea to remain within earshot or periodically pop in with pop, juice, or snacks just to check in and make sure things continue to run smoothly.

HINT: If you are thinking of hosting a regular movie night or if your kid wants to see a new movie in theatres that you aren’t sure about, a good place to look is  This is an incredible Christian website that rates movies based on language, graphics, violence, and other points of interest.  And while no movie is perfect, this will definitely give you a good starting point.  Another good resource could be talking to other parents or a children’s pastor.  Those of us who work with kids (especially in church settings) always have to be up on the latest movies and shows to make our ministries more relevant, so we likely may know a thing or two as well!

#3: Listen to What You Hear Your Child Saying

Kids love to repeat things they hear on television or from you and in some cases, may completely misinterpret it.  Listen carefully to what your son or daughter says.  If they are using bad language around the house, sexual innuendoes, or even seemingly innocent comments like “oh my gosh, he’s so hot” ask yourself where they might have heard this from.  Is it from a TV show they are watching, from school, or from a show that you might watch?  Remember, kids often aren’t able to differentiate between “adult humour” they shouldn’t watch and what they should.  And even though kids might get bored easily of MASH or The Real House Wives of Toronto, if they are exposed to it via you, it may still come out.

Perhaps the most difficult phrase to monitor is “oh my God.”  Kids are so easily exposed to this phrase because according to the world it’s just another expression that means nothing.  However, if you are trying to raise Godly children it is important to teach them that God’s Name is Holy not merely another off-handed comment.  When you hear this phrase on TV explain that we don’t say stuff like that around our house.

Lastly, shows like Power Rangers, Bill Nye the Science Guy, Pokemon, Digimon, Sailor Moon, Sabrina and the like which were so popular in my day (but are now making a comeback) are truly a matter of personal discretion and preference.  You may choose to allow your kids to watch these shows, or you may be like my parents and disallow it completely.  These shows are not “wrong” in and of themselves, but some care must be given as many of them have subthemes of magic, sorcery, or evolution that may conflict with your Christian values and mission.  If you do decide to allow your kids access to these types of shows, it may be well worth your time and investment to at least watch a few episodes with them and allow for some discussion time together.


We don’t have to fear the TV, throw it out of the house, or get rid of every tablet we own, but we definitely do need to be vigilant and proactive about what is being processed through our children’s eyes.  Christian parents have an important role to play in permitting only what is “good, noble, honest, pure trustworthy, and of good repute” and a great way to start is by monitoring and only permitting access to certain types of shows and media.  Once we do this, we will be able to “shine like stars amidst a perverse and wicked generation” in which we live as lights of Christ for this world by how we reflect Him to others.